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My Freindship with you goes far beyond this .. [May. 24th, 2009|11:08 pm]
[Current Mood | touched]

"Copyrighted of Zhenjun to Candice :D"

My very own story of my Secondary 3 Life started like that....

My Life had a big U-turn at that very moment.
My Life changed from that very minute
My Life had a new beginning

I am who I am to be now
Because you pulled me
Because you guided me
Because you scolded me

All these good and bad, Happy and sad times
Are the ones, that started right from the beginning till this very moment

The times when I really went crazy
The times when I really broke down
The times when I was so so angry
The times when it really made my heart shattered into a million pieces

All these will be remembered.
All these wonldn't be forgotten

Even though the time is short
The merely 3 years
But there was the fun and laughter, the joy and happiness we shared.
Even if its 10 yrs or just a mere 3 years I believe it will be the same.

 

You are very most welcome

Because of who you are

Your every meaningful actions u did for me

The times when we really mug real hard in your house

Just sitting outside the lift studying for History

The times when we had our very first paper and someone commit suicide in the very blk we were in

The times when you tried so hard to explain the whole entire chemistry textbook to me!

I am grateful

I am thankful

I am so happy to have you as my friend!

It was never once and forever wouldn't be my regret to know you.

Because it is just you!

 

The moment I gotten the results

I know it is not my only effort

Because without your help

All these is totoally impossible

 

Even though not in the same polytechnic now

But I will still remember you

Not to say forget you

Because you are my very very very good friend!!!


Message to give you.....  
*Alicia
*Agnes
*Candice
*Victoria
Thank you for your friendship!

I love you all till the very end....                


<3 Zhenjun ( Cherry ) SaranghaeYo~!
 




 

Candice is utterly speechless. I don't know what to say, so I did this.
Tell me what I can do, I will always be there to help you my love!

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1000S$ Richer on MONDAY! [May. 24th, 2009|09:41 pm]
[Current Mood | crushed]


OHOH. Its been a super long time since I checked my mail. The class was like talking about LOVE. What LOVE means to them What LOVE does. It was funny and heart-warming looking through the comments and esp what Alvin wrote. I loved what Hamizah said "When I quarrelled with my siblings, I cared for them."

LOVE means to accept someone despite knowing how ugly, how not clever, how sinful that individual is. LOVE is to be there for him when he is down, to aid him.
LOVE is to not say I love you, but to show you.
LOVE is when I kept blabbering nonsense and my boyfriend sits there and stare at me.
LOVE is when you made me MILO everytime.
LOVE is when you Mama accompanied me the whole night to study.
LOVE is when I teared, you sat there and smile. HAHA. Janet is you, idiot!
LOVE is Trust. LOVE is Forgiveness.
Pastor always say this "You can give without loving, but you can never LOVE without giving."
I love my grandparents, I love my Parents, Ryan, uncles, aunties,BROTHERS, Cousins, and of course my FRIENDS!
I will do all I can to LOVE - forgive, give, trust, listen .

Yesterday Church was super scary. I was so afraid. I don't know why. Pst Mike moved in the Spirits, people started manifesting and arghhh. You know what happens after that. It was then I felt that God loves me and to say He is not you are lying. My mind flashback. Seeing the scenes in my life where I cried, stumbled and fall, trying so hard to study alone. H.S just told me that GOD IS ALWAYS THERE WITH ME. "Even though I walk through the valley of shadows of death, I will fear not for your rod and staff they comfort me." Psalm

Candice went for Faji another CG Meeting. Felt so not there. Faji wanted to move in the Spirit. Guess what! I am suppose to give a word for ALAN! And I was like "HUH!" I know him for barely 10mins. So, I kept smiling when I look at him. I really don't know what to say, so afraid to say the wrong thing. So I just said "Don't fear!" I guess I am the one who needs it more! After CG he said "You got a radiant smile. Keep smiling and smiling, You better sign a recrut. form with me. Join Usher la!" Candice was super shy! :(

After that went see Grandpa. Kailiang texted me said he saw me at Mount. Faber. LOL! HAHAHA. Grandpa misses me! Candice misses him too! Milo,scrambled eggs ready on the table 10mins later! :) Brother complain that I bully him at home. Yeye said "I would laugh if you never bully JieJie already!" Of course Grandpa will side me! ALWAYS okay! :D  Louis misses me too! For the wholeday he was like "JIEJIE JIEJIE!" Even when I was sleeping he kept tugging me! :(

Daddy wants go Serangoon Garden next week for dinner. OHGOD! If I continue feasting every weekend, a big fat buffalo you will see! :(
MONEY, SHOPPING, AND FOOD MAKES MY WORLD GOES ROUND

Janet, for the photos last night at Mustafa I will upload soon!
Vivien, and I won't forget the Satay Club photos! :D

Thanks Wei Quan for the breakfast! :D My treat next week.
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Slim down Candice! :) [May. 13th, 2009|09:29 pm]
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ARGHHHHHHHHHH! Today tests were like ... TOTALLY SCREWED ! 
I don't know but I guess I flunk badly! :(

Bernice today was so random. Suddenly during lecture she asked. "You lost your SD reader ah?"
And ... typical question. "HOW YOU KNOW!" LOL!
No SD Reader = NO PHOTOS!

I realised I am so dumb. Why did I go set my LAPPY to UK instead of US style!?

I called Vivien today. She said "Woah Princess, you finally call me back!?"
HAHHAA. My dear Cinderella cum KUKU head I am SORRY! MEET SOOON! PROMISE PROMISE!
I just realise it is so boring to blog now. Maybe gonna delete this blog soon. YAY!

So many promises have been made. Am I able to keep to them? Am I able to not give people empty promises?

SLIM DOWN! SLIM DOWN PLEASE! MUHAHAHHA. I AM SO GONNA STARVE FOR ONE WEEK! ONE MONTH! ONE YEAR!

Anyway this is my primary phishy Personality Test. It is super rubbish can! :D
If MissLee sees this, she will say "Miss PERFECTIONIST!" (She always says this during biology :(
Careful (Conscientious), Accurate (doing right the first time), Precise, Analytical, Logical, Hard-working, Sensitive, Planner, Organised (Orderly, Timely, Scheduled, Systematic), Well-Mannered (Cultured), Disciplined, Compliant, Persistent, Detailed (Thorough, Meticulous), Loyal (Faithful), Gifted, Intellectual, Restrained (Self-Controlled), Comfortable with Facts and Figures
Question : To what extent is the reliability of the source? [MR OW MY TREAT?!]
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Boring day at home [May. 3rd, 2009|02:02 pm]

Candice miss Milo so much right now! I know I drank yesterday.
Pearlyn was saying thats like the only thing I drink 'cos I don't drink teh-ping isit!?
ZhenJun, I really desperately miss Him! Mytian! I never see him for 6days, 144hours!

It is so going to be a boring day today. Mommy said if I don't study today and finish all my work she is not going to bring me out tonight,
Hey pleaseeeee! Staying at home is like going to bore me to death! :(
Someone suppose to go study with me one la! Then never!
And brother when out with Girlf today! :(

HAHAHAs. Lydia I just read your blog. OR should I say I am just reading? LOL! My blog got enough photos of me already la! HAHAHA.
OR are you refering to my brother's photos! I got alot! Don't worry:DD You want me send you by e-mail or put here?
LOL! Then people will think he is my boyf la! :(

This is one for you! :P LYDIA
Sorry dear, can't find T photo now.
So make do with it lo! I never remove link so you can save :DD



BTW, can someone tell me why is Friday a Public Holiday? Like why Labour day?
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Amanda's Day! [Apr. 1st, 2009|02:19 am]
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HAHAHAHAHAHA. I don't know how many HAHAHAHAHAHs should i put.
Met up with this girl today. Bloody waste 30mins of my life waiting for her. She is just an ass. Sorry sometimes don't do the trick girl.
Sent agnes to work at CityHall Body Shop. ARGHH. This fat plump girl kept looking at amanda and I. She sucks! HAHA. She is a meannie, steals agnes customers. Gorge out her eyes!

For the whole day, Amanda and I have been gossiping. No comments here. If not people will get sensitive and volcano eruption!Reminiscencing the good old days in secondary school. Its like err.. the class is really divided. But I don't deny that we ourselves do have flaws. Mistakes have been made. Just look forward to it and live life as best as u can be and say "I never regret!" HEHE.

Amanda is my friend since primary4! HEHE. I built good relationship with people k?! They all last, maybe just some don't and I don't care! Amanda is my best buddy, We always talk rubbish. HAHA. XINWEN! Ohmy.. I think I made her super duber upset and that is because ________ and _______.(edited, forced 2 remove) HEHE.

April fools now! Clinton is the first idiot to prank me. HE COPIED ME! And ohmy.. Stupid jiarong, get it so offended. HAHA. Eat shit please! Vincent say he not going to take train with me to TP. Nevermind, lets die tgt in the boring journey. HAHA. "SHUT UP VINCENT!" DON'T EYE ON MY "AH-GONG'S MONEY"

Cousin Nicky is angry with me. HAHA. He says he hates me and don't want to talk to me. OH.. I knew it is all part of his trick to fool me on April Fools and I just can't get fooled. Yeah!

Recieved  my death penalty today. Got to sign bond soon for scholarship. OH.. I don't know how to react. The Terms&Conditions are flooding my mind furiously. And I will never make sense of it. They are harsh! Harsh terms like Stalin's!

Cooling treats for the day!




 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Guys, lets gota go out soon! Class outing!
Clinton Lee, I swear NO MORE FLY KITE!
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(no subject) [Mar. 30th, 2009|11:17 pm]
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HOHO,  God bless! Today (30thMarch) is finally my last day of workkk! I don't know why I'm feeling so ecstatic. But i guess I have lived out of the demon cave. HAHA. Only Zhenjun understands what it means.

Looking back, I have work for about 2months under Manpower. Not working everyday of cos. The stressful reports we have to make, the endless explanations we have to say, the evil eyes of the heads we have to beware of. IT HAS ALL STOPPEDDDDDDD! HOORAY:d On the other hand, I love my work too! I made alot of good friends! People treat me nice too, even the security guard I would love to talk to everyday. Gigi always surprises me with my favourite food. Grapes yesterday, nuts today. HAHA. I would strongly agree that i'm truly blessed.

God has always been a good God to me. Today I popped Gigi a question.

Candice "Do you believe there's really a God above?"
Gigi "No, I don't. Why? What about you?"
Candice "Yes i do believe."
Gigi "WHY?"
Candice "Because I know God has always been there for me when I needed him and his blessings are truly the substance that makes up my life."

And know what! When I said that, a guy from tuition agency called me. He offered me a job. 3times my current pay! And I'm like whoooooooooooooooooos!! This is earth not heaven buddy! HAHA. And I agree with Janet. God truly blessed me in my past, He is still blessing me now, and forever will continue to shower me with his blessings. Even though deep down in my heart, I know I don't deserve such good treatment.

I believe there is a God above. I believe with all my heart that nothing happens by concidence but everything is well planned by the One above. I believe against all hope that Ryan will believe with me too. :D

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Photos with Alicia at Ikea. (:

 

 

 

 
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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2009|12:29 am]
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When I listened those emo songs.. er.. Idon'tknow. I missed the girls so much much.
Agnes didn't reply my sms. I hope she's surviving inside the camp, if not I will go save you! HOHO.

These are the unglam photos. Don't laugh, cry please!








 


GOD OF MY YOUTH. GOD OF MY FOREVER.
You are the same God who protected my friends and I.
You are the same God who kept our friendship going.
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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2009|12:14 am]
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Hi dears! Its been such a long time since i blogg-ed. Life has been really meaningful because every second of my life is "robbed". Everyday is fully packed with events, never ending la! SIAN!

23thMarch - W  O  R  K  !
24thMarch - Went Hospital with Grandpa for injection, met BB in the afternoon, took care of Naughty Boy in the night.
25thMarch - Stay home with mom morning, met Ryan in his house in afternoon, Plaza Sing _ Race to Witch mountain in Night. HOME! 
                       F   A   R    M         T   O  W  N
26thMarch - Afternoon go Zhenjun house see if she's dead, at night go causeway point for i don't know wad!
27thMarch - W  O  R  K  !
28thMarch - Not going to go church this weekend. 
                      Buy Stingray for Grandpa to makan makan. Go grandma house to visit her then grandpa house again!
29thMarch - W  O  R  K  !
30thMarch - W  O  R  K  !
31stMarch - Stay home play backshot!:)
                       Clean up the house and replenish + tidy up wardrobe!

Okay, that my plan for the coming days. God give me the strength to survive please! And make me less tired everyday because i still needa survive! Thank you for blessing the people around me.

BTW, Zhenjun is heartless enough not to thank me for buying her CROC shoes la! :(

And Alicia birthday coming soon! Good planning needed! Sugesstions welcome! And a secret to keep please please! Lie low for the time being sweetheart!
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SUPERPOWER!? [Mar. 17th, 2009|11:41 pm]
[Current Mood | grumpy]

HAHA! "Woaah" is a word to describe my day today. Finally, with God's grace I'm able to CHEW food and not SWALLOW food down my throat. Actually the feeling kinda nice, damn cool. But then again, CHEWING with front teeth TOTALLY AND HORRIBLY SUCKS. :(

THANK YOU ALICIA FOR SPECIALY COMING DOWN TO JE ROVING TO HAVE LUNCH WITH ME AT IMM. I APPRECIATE IT ALOT! AND I MEAN IT - ALOT ALOT! AND THANKYOU FOR SHOPPING WITH ME, AND I SPLURGE MONEY JUST LIK THIS! OHMY... AND ALSO TO SPEC GO BACK THERE AGAIN TO GET MY "LOST" BOTTLE AND BAGG! HEHE, lunch again soon yea?

I feel so wronged! I mean I just want enquire about my ballet classes 'cos I forgotten the class and etcc. Then this bloody woman at the recp got so pissed with me. I'm like ... Arggghhhhhhhhhh! I really wanted to strangle her so badly. HAHA! Don't treat me bad, if not u just gonna get it. So, I scolded her back and oh welll... That is it!

Sometimes I really wish to tell you that hate my life to the max. Even though as a Christian, I learnt to be giving, to learn to understand, to meet the needs of the people, to always be happy and find solution to problems. But GOD, sometimes I just simply can't do so. I'm begining  to lose myself. LOSE MYSELF REAL BADLY! Do I have super power? Please tell me I don't and wadever  im thinking was just an illusion.

i can always feel bad things are so gonna happen to me, to the people around me.  For instance, I knew Ryan when we were in secondary2. We started messaging and blahblah. Then for awhile, i stopped doing so b'cos I know he got girlf and I don't want be the devil. And so yea, we didnt really message or talk. But just one particular day, I feel a bad omen. i just feel it. I don't know why either. So I messaged him and ask him how is he. He didn't reply so I thot maybe he's too busy and stuff. To my surprise, 2days ltr he msged me saying he is down with dengue and I'm like OHMY.. HOW! I was so worried and frightened b'cos I FELT IT AND IT ACUTALLY HAPPENS.

To add on, many situations  have caused me to feel that I can feel it, I can forsee it and the truth is it! Like Mama's death. I knew she won't make it for more than a year but no one believe me. And it happens.
Days before the release of N'level results I knew i won't do well for Humanities b'cos my heart was so worried. IDK why, but i am certain that Ais not going to be mine. And.. that is it.
And God gracious. I can actually predict Zhenjun's N level grade - 8points. I mean can't be so spooky right!
O'lvels the same thing. I felt it so strongly that Os is going to b tough for me and it sure did. I saw someone committed death on the FIRST BLOODY DAY OF O'LEVEL CHEMISTRY. WTF right!
I sense it so strongly that EYES, HORMONES, GENES is not going to come out for BIOLOGY and non of them came out. I even swear to ZhenJun before the paper if it comes out I chop of my head for me b'cos everyone were saying 99% it will be there! But the fact is 0%, and majority of it comprise of PLANT PARTS which I really studied alot and memorise and kill myself on.  Beforehand I told Mslee that plants is so gonna b the hot topic this yr, but she don't believe me.
Results day, I didn't do well for English. i knew it. I knew it is not going to be smooth sailing. True enough, it was the WORSE RESULTS i have recieved for the entire examinations. Yea? While, I just can feel it that math will be B3 and humanities A1. HOW sia!!

Please tell me why! Why am I feeling so much and it happens. Its eerie, really eerie. Sometimes I really can feel there's something more in my house and WTF the next thing when I reached home I saw it. LL! OHMYGOD! God gracious!:( It is never funny. Its not the first time I feel it. Not the second either.

GOD,PLEASE TELL ME.IS THIS FORM OF SUPER POWER FROM YOU OR him? Just leave me alone. I don't wish to forsee or for-known wad is so gonna happen to my life. I want to feel it, to experience it just on the spot. CHANGE MY HEART, O GOD

Made new friends at work again! COOL!;D



This totally describes my life now. It rocks man!

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(no subject) [Mar. 15th, 2009|11:23 pm]
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Work-ed at Boonlay today. Damn sian sia. I can't wake up in time. Snooze alarm at 6am, then woke up at 730am. SIAN SIAN SIAN! I slept for 2hrs during work. The morning sun, the tired body, the lazy eyes and the everything in the world! :(

HAHAAH! Was quite happy in t afternoon. Made alot of new friends like Jane, and blah blah. And I saw VIVA today! Suppose to go lunch with her but then.. too late la! And my honey Christina messaged me today. MISS HER TONS TONS TONS! Been long since I last saw her, suppose to meet every week but then i keep saying im busy. Left her out:(

OKAY! God is a GOOD GOD!  Actually sze an and I are not close at all, ever since sec1. Bu then he is so willing to help me out b'cos christina wants to buy labtop and buy from poly is so much cheaper. And so concidentally Sze bought his lappy outside. Therefore, he gonna lend me his poly card to help Christina but the Fujitsu lappy! Omg! Actually I am super elated because I managed to keep my promise to Christina to help her find a good lappy at cheap price. 2nd to that, Sze is so helpful. Final conclusion, GOD is great!:) He always answers my prayers!

Tomorrow gonna be a fun day! good foood, good company, good life! But then again, t problem lies with my teeth. Will they b able to take the tedious activity of eating? HAHAHA! Or is swallowing gonna be the chore of the week? Help me pls, if u can!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ love GOD and miss YEYE!! :)

photos of last last saturday with that dummy of mine!




 





 
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(no subject) [Mar. 13th, 2009|11:41 pm]
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Dear GOD,

Thank you for every single even that happen today. The good and bad. Thank you for giving me life today as it is today. Thank you for watching over me so that all things went out well. Problems resolved and the understanding of my supervisor.

I pray that you will give me the strength and grace to continue each day. That I maay sleep peacefully having accomplished all my tasks on Earth and never to wake up agai. Bless those around me. Bless my friends - give them wisdom. Bles my parents and grandparents - give them good health. Bless my brothers -  give them wisdom and maturity. Bless my aunties and uncles - give them a spirit of understanding. Bless my cousins- give me ur words of wisdom and grace. Bless me - give me Grace.

Amen.
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Post dedicated to MsCherry PEH [Mar. 13th, 2009|10:22 pm]
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Whooooooooooooos! 13th March was a very very very super happening day. It really was, I promise! The series of events drained me totally, at times it nearly killed me.

Meet with Alicia and Zj early in the morning at 7am to help out at FMS(P) sports carnival. HAHAHA! Free MacDonalds breakfast sia. Nice! But only ate half of the burger, was too piss-ed in the morning. The "refree-ing" was cool, fun, tedious. Name it, it true! I learnt alot todday from the kids.

Life is about enjoyment. It is about cherishing every single moment of that particular event with the people involved. Time is never something that one should regret about because when its over - it is over. No turning back, no restarting life all over again.

The children were very elated. They enjoy the game and one thing for sure they are very supportive of their friends who are playing the game. It is definitely commendable! :) The spirit of teamwork was shown in their actions. Recalling back to primary school life was the sports day that stayed vivid in my mind. My house was RED HOUSE. Back then RED house never clinch a GOLD before. But nevertheless the spirit of willingness to TRY never failed to etched in our minds. The games were lame(back then). HAHAHAHA! but i alwys try kay! I got trophies ranging from silver to bronze to silver but never GOLD! But till now, I detest running in ggroups!

Everything ended at around 12. Hang out in FMS(P), ate lunch before heading down to holland to put FULL BRACES! COOL sia, but beauty comes with pain. Right? Zj lost her handphone in Bus No.74. We highly suspect that the bus driver took her mobile and claim to not have seen it. His words are so unreliable. He claims to not have even seen us on the bus. WTF. His statements simply implies that he is guilty conscious and the phone was definately with him. No evidence, mere statements is not going to convict him. But no matter what, PRAY!  Zj I will pray for you, I will pray that whoever takes ur mobile is not going to come to a good end. God is gonna punish him and let HIM do the convictions. If it is with the kind soul, let him return and good rewards will follow him. :)

I was late for work today. Suppose to inform hui keng about it, but the situations caught me up. I am sincerely sorry for my irresponsibility. I know u won't get to read this, but I want tell u that I'm honest at work and HAHAHAH I won't be late again after today. Punctuality is so gonna be in my dictionary this month!

On top of that, THANK YOU ZIWEI for giving me the movie tickets for "He's just not that into you"

HAHAHAH! Nowadays my post are too wordy. But that is because too many things happen in the day and yea, I GIVE MEANING TO MY LIFE. I post what happen because GOD says everything happen for a reason, whether good or bad. I love today because tmr will never be today and tomorrow will be the start of a brand new story of my life:)



xoxoxo, Candice the great!
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(no subject) [Mar. 11th, 2009|11:21 pm]
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Wednesday, 11March.
  Dyed my hair to natural brown. Okay, idk if i really like it at times, Sometimes can see it, sometimes i simply cannot see it. so yea? What do u consider that as then? LOL! Paid 45$ for dyed and treatment kay! Expensive sia, about a little less than my one day salary nia! Still consider expensive! :(
  Fairfield chang-ed alot. Stupid Owyong, big fat belly he has! HAHAHA! Went back FMPS to help out for friday carnival. LOL! You won't belive that im actually a refree right. Neither can i believe it too! LOL!
  Was hungry! Didn't eat the whole day. I can't believe that i actually lied to the doctor that my gastric disorder only happens once in a few months when it actually happens alternate days?! Im sorry tummy. HAHAH, don't eat my walls! You won't understand unless u take biology, yea? Zhen jun bought me chicken rice, 1.50$ worth nia. The reason being i am so willing to promise her to go RP together with her to just hand in her this piece of O-LEVELS RESULTS SLIP! OHMYGOD! MY MRT fare card depleting like crazy can! :( Alicia tagged along too. and we eat super duber good food at RP. CHICEKN CHOP WITH SPAG OR FRENCH FRIES!
  Candice love RP! I was having second thoughts of transferring over there to study leh. 1st, it look so well furnished. 2nd, it has so many many good foood to makan! 3rd, phelan, pei ern, zhen jun is there! If i were to go over i wonder wad great times i will have with them because we will get to hang out so often! :)
  Zhenjun, Alicia and Candice took so many photos today! But we say we not so gonna upload on facebook because all look so retardedddd. And the videos were hilarious because we danced! Candice fell on the floor, cried and laugh like man! Ppl were looking at us all the time! Attention seeker...

CANDICE MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE! She miss the tedious school life, the mugging, the scoldings, the naggings, the punishments, the chapels, the recess-es, the PE(when we always pon, and i got GOLD can!), the stressful exams, the lovely good friends, and of course the loving teachers like MRS WONGBT! :D 

I strongly believe that these years were the prime yrs of my youth. The seconds, the minutes, the hours, the days, the years that can never be erased from my memory till the day i grow in maturity. I will always miss it and it holds a portion in my heart. My dear friends, my lovely babes and hunks! Whoooos!

photos upload-ing soon! Tatatatatatatatata. Take care dearies! :)

  On a lighter note, I miss ryan. He has been MIA for days cos of his game. He not really been spending quality time with me. He is gonna have competition soon! Support him! :) LOVELOVE!
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(no subject) [Mar. 11th, 2009|10:47 pm]
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Monday, 9th March.
  Practically did nothing much. But it was real tiring. Agnes came my house in the morning, took photos for the blogshop and yeah yeah. Mommy cook-ed us lunch and my favourite marinated chicken wings! I tell u the scenerio was warming. Agnes was praising mommy for her so delicious chicken wings and mommy was like... "Oh, isit? Nice ah?! I always cook for candice and she always say fattening. So, in the end the brothers finishes all." WTF! HAHAHA! We rushe-ed like man can! Quickly took the photos, upload, edit and edit the photos luh luh. Around 12plus, Agnes was panicking, because she's gonna be late for work again! Aiyah, actually thats always the case right agnes?
  2++, I went to meet Ryan at his house. Okay, he was piss-ed, b'cos he said im suppose to give him morning surprise cum breakfast and I didn't keep to it. He say I always lie to him. LOL! Stay-ed there. Watch-ed him play his dota, talk, eat, shout and play! End of the day!

Tuesday, 10March.
   Im a pig man! I work up at 12++. Suppose to meet Ryan earlier but then so many things crop up. I stayed at home for half-an-hour to wait for ziwei's reply but he didn't! He only reply me at 2plusplus! HAHAHAHA! B'cos he said he wanted to give Ryan and I free movie tickets to watch that show "He's just not that into you." Went out with Ryan eat eat eat and shop a little, BUT IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF B'COS I BOUGHT NOTHING AT ALL! :) smile man! whoooooos, actually i got so much determination to save lo!

Tatata. End of story! 
 

xoxoxo
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FRIDAY BLUEEEES! [Mar. 7th, 2009|01:07 am]

oH man! I woke up at 9.30am today! Dreaded myself out of the bed. House phone, hand phone and alarms kept ringing. It woke me up from my going-to-wonderland dream la! Suppose to meet agnes at 11am sharp at Bukit Batok to get supplies for clothes! But omg, we reach there only at 12pm. AHHAHA! It piss her off so badly. +++ we saw a DEAD RAT TODAY! Traumatized badly eh! IT was lying motionless on the floor. My first impression was like, "Eh.. How come there's like a toy lying there?" To my surprise it was a DEAD RAT! Agnes scolded me kay! She say how come I never inform her that there's a rat there! She nearly step on it. Oh man! It was hilarious 'cos we were shouting and the security guards were staring at us. HAHAHAHAHHAHA!

We left the place at around 1pm and took SMRT bus back to Clementi. Agnes was late for work. Whole day showing me black face. :(

After Agnes left, I went to JP to look for mommy. I no money to eat la! Broke man! IT certainly gave her a good chance to nag at me for spending me money everyday. But I can't control wad! Buy = to my food (breakfast, lunch, dinner). Went foodcourt to eat my favourite ba chor mee. AHAHHA! Edgar tagged along too. He asked me about school, wad poly I get into, blah blah blah and the list continues... Can't believe that mommy actually ask him to help me. But HOW?! Okajy, he's a nice guy. Friendly, helpful too! But not my choice of boyf.

Laslty, went vivo with Ryan, Liyana, Hongni, Pui Hoon, Wendy, Hua, Renuka, and Joshua. We watch "Role models". The show is so boring man, for the start. I slept inside the cinema. 3rd movie that I ever did that. AHHAHA. And ryan kept waking me up. Irritating man! The show so many vulgarities, revelaing scences, and etc.. At the end of the show, Ryan say "AHAHHA! You watched porn today!" Omg man! :(

I miss Yeye! :) And alicia too! Its been long since I last met u, last week i guess. But it wasn't exactly a good catch up 'cos of my work. And of course I miss my seadfood feast with the girls too! HAHAHA, free taxi home kay!


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(no subject) [Mar. 5th, 2009|11:36 pm]
[Current Mood | blah]

It's been really long since I blogg-ed. Idk, but there are just too many things going on in my head, so many different kind of feelings for different people in my heart. Idk what I actually want now. Idk how i actually feel right now at this point of time.

I am so praying for a medicine from GOD that can erase all my memories. I just remember too much, think too much. The good(s) and bad(s), I experience them all in my heart. My heart minic that of a diary, or my favourite history textbook! It stores everything I went through in life that cuts itself so deeply in my heart. Why do I have to go through such torment in life? Good memory benefits in terms of education, but is a disadvantage in terms of man to man relationship. Sometimes I just feel that my love is unreciprocated at all. I totally agree with lisheng. On the other hand, when one treats me too good, i feel guilty too.

I have really been thinking about grandpa lately. It always resulted in me tearing. Packs and packs of tissue I would need. 18yrs of my life spend with him. Occasionally I would glance through the photo albums, look at the photos we have taken tgt, the places we went tgt, the things we did tgt. Not only this. I would recall back the conversations grandpa and I once shared. He said he would bring me ride on his motobike and eat all the good food in Singapore, ride me to and fro school, make milo for me everyday and to eventually see me being successful in life. And I told him once I recieve my pay I will bring him go restaurant to eat! Are you touched? Yes or no, I don't bother. But this is the relationship I share with my beloved grandfather. I am so afraid. I sleep with tears every single night, because I am so afraid he might go. I KNOW HE WON'T BECUASE HE LOVES ME! But who can tell the future?

On my way back home I would listen to music. CHANGE MY HEART, O GOD. And GOD WILL MAKE A WAY. The lyrics were so meaningful. It constantly remind me to not give up no matter how tough the situation or problem is because HE SIMPLY WILL MAKE A WAY. Tears would gently stream down my cheeks. It not only tells of my relationship with God that HE is always there for me. His love for me remains the same. There is no one day when HE love me lesser or more than usual. But more than that, I will always be so reminded of grammy and grandpa. My childhood was the best! I don't wish to go on further b'cos I can't afford to cry again. 

I don't know why but I have been feeling real emotional nowadays. I have been saying so much nonsense to ppl. I'm so sorry, I don't mean it. If I have hurt you then I'm sorry.  I want to tell you that i love you :)





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SPEND.. SPEND.. SPEND MONEY! [Mar. 2nd, 2009|12:18 am]
[Current Mood | restless]


Bloged! I'm super tired!

Did alot of shopping today! :) Spend alot of money, gonna check my daily expenses on clothes soon! Last month was like 400 .
Mommy kp me alrdy, cut my daily allowance alrdy! Surviving on my own. Hope i'm able to do so! :)

God! I need some life! I need to re-arrange my life pls!
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(no subject) [Feb. 26th, 2009|12:42 am]
[Current Mood | depressed]

First and Foremost, today is 25th Feb! It has beeen 2yrs and 4months long with ryan lee. Ojkay, I don't know if this is super short or long, but I guess for me its very long! Darling, sometimes I'm really so piss with you b'cos of your nonsense. You would say this and that which ultimately make me super duuber upset. But, sometimes you're really so cute + sweeyt! B'cos you always make me laugh when I'm so angry or upset, which I detest it at times! It's been a long time since we're tgt. We been through so much tgt, I really love you! :D Promise!

Met Ryan's friends today too for dinner! Lynn, Pui Hoon and Renuka. Hope I didn't spell their names wrongly. If I do, I'm really sorry kay! Pls correct me. Initially it was really weird dinning out tgt with them b'cos we didn't really know each other well. It just seems to have some kinda barrier btw us. Just like the story in the bible, the barrier will demolish overr time. And true enough we didn't feel like strangers after that. Hope everything will turn out well on 6march! I believe it takes two hands to clap. Two hands to b friends, two hands to spark an argument and two hands to break it off. Lynn really make me feel comfortable, in a sense that she would start a topic with me whenever I stop talking. I'm really thankful to her b'cos if she did not take the first move then maybe tonight would really be a disaster. The rest of the girls were friendly too! Nice knowing them today!

My mind is really so confuse! Idk if i should go to SP or TP. God, pls help me! I know exactly the advantages cum disadvantages if I were to pursue my course in any of the poly. Idk what i really want in mind. TP guarantee my future. It fulfills my desire to b a teacher, to be able to teach and help others. Furthermore, I would b able to pursue a degree in SG based on nutrition. This is only offered to top5% of the students in TP who are offered the course above. Sp is good too i would say. My best friend, vivien is inside too! It would definately create a good chance for us to meet up often b'cos we hardly can do so b'cos of our tight schedules. I certainly feel so bad at times. She had been persuading me since the release of my results to go to SP. She would do so so much for me to convince me to go to SP. I really miss her and I really wish to go too. But i don't want my future to be affected. I must know what I want in life first. Everyone around me have been giving me all sorts of opinion. Different views and perspectives. Whom should I trust? God, you would give me an answer right? Just let my heart feel its right when I make my decision in March, :)

My heart is getting heavier day by day, There are so many things to worry about. Grandpa is going for an eye operation this coming monday. I've already applied for leave to accompany him there and to take care of him for the day. I have so much to say to him. I really wish to tell him that I love him as my grandpa, I appreciate everything he did for me since young, My grandpa pampers me with whatever rubbish i want. Ever since Mama left when I was 10yrs of age, he took care of me. He is a man with few words. He won't say to u directly that "ILOVEYOU!" But somehow having a human heart, you will b able to feel it, understand it and apply it. He buys me good food, cook for me when he can and boil for me my favourite milo whenever he sees me! Every cup of milo u drank went through the same procedure. However, the outcome is always different. You won't taste the sweet feeling when a stranger boil it for you. You won't feel love when its not from him.

God, I know you answer prayers. You are a good God. I remember the day before PSLE resutls was released. I made a simple prayer to you. I said: "Lord, I've tried my best this exam. Just grant me a score of 188 so that I'll be able to get into express." And true enough, you answered my prayers! I got exactly the score I prayed for! Likewise I know you're the same God that I prayed to 6yrs ago. I pray that you will give my grandpa good health, good eyesight, strength to carry on his life. I don't want him to live in regrets. You know the desire of his heart, grant his wishes and dreams like you did for me. And let us all as grandchildren do our part for him, to respect him, love him, obey him and many many more before he pass on. Till the day that everyone is filial, pls do not take him away! -Amen.

My owyong sucks! He don't allow us to go to malacca. Idk what he is doing, I don't care either. I just detest it.
Oh yes! And I'm maybe going with Candice this friday (27feb) to dance theatre. We gonna learn ballet soon! Good luck! :)

Photos I will upload tmr. too tired!
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(no subject) [Feb. 24th, 2009|12:29 pm]
CANDICE IS FEELING VERY TIRED THESE DAYS! Sorry for the late updates. Life have been a real stress, taking photos for blog, going out with ryan, taking care of Louis, doing contract for uncle and work work work. Work is a whole lot hell. First is super boring, second i have no one to really talk to nowadays because I'm usually at MRTs not Interchange!

God i pray that you will give YeYe good health to stay long with us. Protect him and see him through all his operations! I believe he will live through the day i get married. I lost my grandma, i can't lose someone close to me again.

Apart from that, GLAMOUROUSCHIC has updated again! DO Support her! :D


A FEW SECONDS before we saw CHUAN HAO on the bus! OMG!




I really hope MOE accept me! I want go TP and SP too! Can i go both? I'm very greedy right? 
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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2009|12:32 am]

21February. This is the date, i went back to CHC again. Aunty, if u see this i'm sure u are ecstatic and relieved that I decided to take a step forward and honour God again. It would definately be tough from now till the day I manage to immerse myself in CHC and God b'cos it is simply not easy to leave God and come back to Him again. Sturggles, difficulties, withdrawals and temptations will be what I'll be facing from now onwards. But I've the Faith that i will be able to overcome it. Candice is a STRONG MINDED GIRL! I will tell myself not to give up easily again. God has blessed me so abundantly throughout my life. I know my family needs me. Pray, Pray, Pray everyday, esp when the going gets tougher!
Oh man! I'm so so so spendthrift. I bought 2tanktops, 1over-sized top and 1Green Slippers! HOW!!? And I'm paying for my own trip to Malacca in March if Owyong permits us to go. 365$. Say alot also not say alot, say little also not say little. This would certainly eat up my working pay. Shld i or shld i not?
Photos taken in CHC. We are still so close after such a long time. As the saying goes: "Friends're for life!"
 

 

 


 
xoxo, candiceyjy
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